Sadness

I feel sad tonight about the breakup with my boyfriend.

Part of the reason is because I worry about him.  He seems to have some cognitive and other problems with his brain.  I suspected as much but I recently found out how serious his condition is.  He loses things…things like his keys and ID and money.  He claims he has found a place to live but I don’t think that is the case.  He will be sleeping on a cement slab again, I’m pretty sure.

The other reason I feel sad is that I just plain miss him.  We had lots of fun.  We were together all the time.  He really is sweet 90% of the time.  I wish I could wave a magic wand and make him better.  He is a tortured soul.

I’m going to have myself a good cry.

About Maureen, Living in a Van

I'm a free-sleeper living in a van in the prettiest part of the world. I do this partly due to financial circumstances and partly because I love a good adventure.
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2 Responses to Sadness

  1. Patty says:

    I am very sorry it didn’t work out. Take care of you!

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