Love??? Part 3

Thanks for the good advice from my loyal commenter/friends.

I am looking at this as a short term situation for now.  This man knows little about me.

Today I told him about a good deed I did for a homeless friend (a woman) and he kinda scolded me.  He says I need to do for myself, not everyone else.  He is probably right and yet, I could never just do nothing for others while I bought useless STUFF and went on indulgent vacations etc.  It’s not me.  He seems to like stuff…he has 3 cars and goes to Vegas and Palm Springs all the time.  I could care less about that stuff.

He also doesn’t know I’m a political dissident.  I don’t and won’t talk about my beliefs on this blog but it’s unusual for a woman to be interested in these things.  He may not find it attractive.  Men like women to be sweet and smiling….I’m a serious person with a purpose in life….maybe he won’t like that when he finds out.

I am toying with the idea of keeping my beliefs and activities that go with it a secret from him for now.  Ha!….you guys and gals will never let me get by with that will you?  🙂

I really appreciate that you all are still reading and commenting on my blog.  It means a lot to me.

I found another great sleep spot the other night.  It’s in front of a school on a quiet street.  I’ve been feeling like I need to move around more lately…I’m too comfortable where I’ve been staying.  I don’t need 20-30 sleep spots like I did in my old city but I need a few more.

Oh!  I almost forgot.  I got a little windfall from my mom recently that will allow me to buy a new (used) vehicle.  Now I suppose a normal woman would latch onto this new man…live at his place and buy a cute little economy car or something.  I’m not normal though.  I’m going to buy a van.  What if me and the guy don’t work out?  I can’t free-sleep in a CAR!

I know I’m rambling but I can’t imagine living with this strange man in his house with his cars and vacations…..I am freaking out just thinking about it.  Is Yahweh trying to speak to my spirit about this man or am I just a big scaredy cat?





About Maureen, Living in a Van

I'm a free-sleeper living in a van in the prettiest part of the world. I do this partly due to financial circumstances and partly because I love a good adventure.
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One Response to Love??? Part 3

  1. Ryu says:

    Well, you may be a serious person, but you are still a woman. If you should marry, your first purpose is the designs of your husband. The gods have made you this way. If he does not have the same priorities, there may be difficulties when the honeymoon is over. Some forms of dissidence are very consuming.

    Scared…or excited? LOL, both. So you’re not a house-broken anymore? The adventure would be over with. Or are you still a hungry cat?

    Perhaps you might convert him to your way of thinking. If he has been successful enough to accumulate such things, he might be aware the the bubble is close to bursting.

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