Lonely Day

I had plans for last nite (Fri) but the person had to cancel so I was alone.

I had lunch with a friend today but wasn’t feeling well so went home shortly after.  Actually, I’m not quite back to my new city yet.  Stopped at the fancy beach town and I’m still here.  I probably shouldn’t have done this.  There are couples and families EVERYWHERE here.  I felt like crying from loneliness.

I don’t know why I don’t have more friends.  I guess it’s because MOST of the time I like being alone.  I like reading a lot and can read for hours and hours without feeling bored or lonely.  THEN suddenly I sort of wake up.  It’s Friday or Saturday nite and I’m alone again.  Quite pathetic.  I really have to make more friends.

I’m not that good at friendship.  Unless they are very interesting, I get tired of being with people after a couple of hours!  Isn’t that terrible?

On another note, I have been rather sick lately.  It started before I started eating a vegan diet.  My stomach is upset all the time.  I think I know what it is and I’ve changed my diet yet again to try to get better.  It’s been touch and go but I’m seeing some improvement.  I miss coffee and alcohol the most.  Boo hoo!

About Maureen, Living in a Van

I'm a free-sleeper living in a van in the prettiest part of the world. I do this partly due to financial circumstances and partly because I love a good adventure.
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One Response to Lonely Day

  1. Ryu says:

    Veganism isn’t really that great of a diet. Man is an omnivore, that’s why we have incisors.

    You’ve mentioned trouble losing weight. Perhaps you’ve taken to veganism to remedy this. The problem is that vegetables have so few calories. The body becomes used to a low calorie diet and slows its metabolism. Then when a normal diet is resumed, the excess is stored as fat.

    Alot of women cut calories too far. Two meals a day, maybe 3. For a total of 1200 calories/day, which is far too little for someone training in the gym. You cannot grow or improve on that. In fact, the body tends to cannibalize itself towards skinny-fat syndrome.

    You are already half a bodybuilder by going to the gym and using machines. Go all the way – most people don’t. Switch to a diet that a female fitness competitor or bodybuilder would use. It’s not about losing weight, but gaining muscle. It is physically impossible for you to become too muscular as you are a woman and don’t have the hormones/genetics.

    Men who become vegans lose their sex drive and stop producing testosterone. Look into these things if they interest you.

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