I’m Baaaaack!

I had a nice weekend but my back it still hurting and the pain seems to also be in my abdomen and even down my leg a little bit.

I’m going to try to get an appointment with the doctor I guess.  I need to see what’s going on.

I went to the church this morning for my coffee and breakfast.  The coffee was great, as always.  The food not so much.  One of my enemies was there but he didn’t say anything and I willed myself to relax and not play, what I’ve come to call, the “what if game”.  This is where, instead of staying in reality, I get myself all wound up thinking, “What if he attacks me physically?” (he’s never done that and they DO have security there and there are people there that DO like me and would help me out) or “What if he says something and embarrasses me?” (big deal, it’s not like there are any potential clients there for free breakfast!)  So I did okay.  Sometimes I have to have a mental conversation like that with myself, so I don’t get too scared of things.

Besides resting this weekend, I also listened and participated in UA  (Under Earners Anonymous) meetings by phone.   I want to move forward financially and I’m hoping this will help.  Interestingly, through one of the meetings, I met and spoke by phone with a woman who does the same kind of work I do.  She lives across the country so we aren’t competitors which is nice.  We are going to be accountability partners.  I have to go now as I have an appointment coming up soon.

Thanks for reading.  Have a great week!


About Maureen, Living in a Van

I'm a free-sleeper living in a van in the prettiest part of the world. I do this partly due to financial circumstances and partly because I love a good adventure.
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