I’ve been feeling really good lately. I hope it lasts.
I like shopping for and cooking my own food. I kind of like cleaning house again. I’m afraid though, that I’m only enjoying if because it’s a novelty right now. I never liked cleaning before I lived in my van! I always liked cooking but cleaning up is a different story!
One only has so much energy. When I’m done working, doing errands and cleaning up after myself, there’s very little energy OR time for my side/future business. That’s a drag. I’m not sure what to do about it. Hire a maid????????????? Yeah sure.
Still and all, I’m settling right back in to normal. I’m the kind of person who doesn’t look back much. I guess if I let myself, I might miss some parts of free-sleeping.
I liked waking up at the beach. But I can drive there anytime. I loved the feeling of waking up from an afternoon nap, under trees near a park. I have a tree outside my window though. There are even falcons nested nearby! It’s neat.
I like having a roommate. That could have gone either way. I lucked out. My roomie and I both try to be respectful and generous with each other. It’s so great. We are doing things together liking going to the beach for walk and going to the gym together. I finally have a gym buddy. (I changed gyms too, that helped) Friday is the night when we (usually) sit down for a glass or two of wine together. It’s relaxing and feels safe. I really lucked out with the lady.
I have had to say goodbye to my companion of three years, D. He crossed a line with me and I can’t have him in my life anymore. Again, I try not to look back…there’s no point. I have to keep moving forward. To what? I don’t know but I’m looking forward to lots of adventures!