I’m feeling down again. I am not mobile right now. Bike riding and busing it everywhere. I don’t mind it much except it makes me late for my appointments.
I’m saving a little money. I have to hide it from myself because it burns a hole in my pocket. My mom used to do the same thing. Little envelopes usually, in secret compartments of her purse. It’s ok unless you actually need the money and can’t find it. Still, I’m not paying for gas right now for Vinny so that’s $240 right there that must be saved-NO EXCUSES.
Free-sleeping in my van used to feel edgy and fun, now it feels, not so great. I need to remind myself though that it’s not the sleeping quarters that are the problem. It is the lack of discipline to save money that is causing my heartache. If I had a running vehicle, I would feel one hundred million times better.
Just need to SAVE that’s all. And the more disciplined I am, the faster this will go right?