Bad Day

I lost a client yesterday.  It wasn’t my fault or anything.  So I have to try to replace this income.  I’m kind of bummed out about this.  It’s two steps forward one step back.  As long as I’m making progress though, I guess it’s alright.  And the client might be back.  I have gotten clients back before when circumstances changed again.

I also got some (constructive?) criticism yesterday.  My feelings are shifting between feeling bad because, like anyone else I DO have faults and there is truth to what I was told and also anger at the people (more than one apparently) who have spoken about this fault of mine.  I mean, THEY are not exactly perfect either!  Still though, I have been striving for a long time to be the best person I can be and knowing your faults is the first step toward improvement right?

There is also a rumor going around about me that is not true.  That hurts.  Still, I have dealt with liars and jealous, gossiping shrews before.  I will just keep being me and the right people will like or respect me in time.  Do I sound bitter?  Maybe I am, a little.  I spend my days working hard at my business then trying to help others so it makes me mad when people lie about me.  But what can i do about it but just keep being the best ME I can be?

About Maureen, Living in a Van

I'm a free-sleeper living in a van in the prettiest part of the world. I do this partly due to financial circumstances and partly because I love a good adventure.
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One Response to Bad Day

  1. Ryu says:

    I’m sorry Maureen. It comes and it goes.

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