House sitting today and also have a couple of small jobs to do.
I am still studying Spanish and beginning Algebra. I would like to try to study both for an hour each day but it usually ends up being only one of them. Better than nothing and I suppose I am making progress.
My boyfriend and I are fighting constantly but I still hope to be able to help him get on his feet so I’m hanging in there.
Still, I had a very simple (although lonely) life before I met him and I want it back. It will just be a matter of time. I’m thinking 6 months or less.
It’s embarrassing telling you all that I’m in this kind of relationship but if I’m going to blog about my life, I need to be somewhat transparent.
I’ve always been kind of dignified in public and it became more important to me when I started free-sleeping. My “boyfriend” has no such reservations though and recently, this morning in particular, I was mortified to see people staring at us while he was berating me at a coffee shop.
Nothing satisfies him. If I say I’m sorry he doesn’t believe me. If I defend myself, it’s worse. If I am quiet, he doesn’t like that either so I can’t win. I’m going with quiet now though. That way I won’t say anything (else) mean that I have to live with.
This is icky and I’m sorry.
I hope you are having a good day.