Another Day

House sitting today and also have a couple of small jobs to do.

I am still studying Spanish and beginning Algebra.  I would like to try to study both for an hour each day but it usually ends up being only one of them.  Better than nothing and I suppose I am making progress.

My boyfriend and I are fighting constantly but I still hope to be able to help him get on his feet so I’m hanging in there.

Still, I had a very simple (although lonely) life before I met him and I want it back.  It will just be a matter of time.  I’m thinking 6 months or less.

It’s embarrassing telling you all that I’m in this kind of relationship but if I’m going to blog about my life, I need to be somewhat transparent.

I’ve always been kind of dignified in public and it became more important to me when I started free-sleeping.  My “boyfriend” has no such reservations though and recently, this morning in particular, I was mortified to see people staring at us while he was berating me at a coffee shop.

Nothing satisfies him.  If I say I’m sorry he doesn’t believe me.  If I defend myself, it’s worse.  If I am quiet, he doesn’t like that either so I can’t win.  I’m going with quiet now though.  That way I won’t say anything (else) mean that I have to live with.

This is icky and I’m sorry.

I hope you are having a good day.

 

About Maureen, Living in a Van

I'm a free-sleeper living in a van in the prettiest part of the world. I do this partly due to financial circumstances and partly because I love a good adventure.
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2 Responses to Another Day

  1. Ryu says:

    Two hours a day is alot. You should be proud if you can do 1 hour/day everyday without fail. Great job!

    It’s good if you can develop a mental routine that you can go through when you’re standing in line or other down time. Like counting in Spanish maybe, or going through log properties. I have my own routines for various fields.

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